Struggle and Surrender

on still learning to trust

I’ve been struggling the past few days with major congestion. Coughing so hard you feel like you’re going to throw up kind of congestion. Weak. Headache for the first time in months. Fever…maybe? Had a routine echocardiogram on Friday and of four different thermometers used, two showed a fever and two did not. Every time I have a fever, I’m “supposed” t…